Sunday, July 25, 2010

Update on my upcoming videos on my Youtube channel!!! :) yay!


Hey guys! So did you all know I have a youtube channel?! Well, now you do!!! yay! :) Here's a video about my upcoming videos within 2 weeks or so! Hope you all enjoy! :)

A little Clothing haul? Yep I think so! :)


Ok guys so I hope you enjoy this video!

p.s. I don't why I sound like a southern accent! I swear I didn't mean to sound like that lol! oh goodness, the things that happen when your filming :P

Ever just have a "One of those days" ?

Ever just have one of those days where you just feel like there's just not enough time to do or be or accomplish what you want? Well, that's the exact way I felt this morning. From the age of 5 till I was about 10 I was in ballet. It was my passion for life. Dancing on stage and feeling the music carry me off to a beautiful fantasy world was amazing to me. The makeup, the costumes, the rushing of getting into costume, the adrenalin rush right before you go on stage. My world was ballet. Well, it was until I moved. Now I'm not saying that I was just one of those teenagers who complained about moving to a new place, but leaving behind what I loved was extremely hard.
This morning I woke up to the sound of The Nutcracker playing on my tv. At first, I just tried to ignore it, try not to think of the memories, but I just couldn't help it! I kept listening and listening and finally I just rushed out of my bed and sprinted downstairs to my laptop. I just had to see if the ballet studio that I had went to was still alive and thriving. And indeed it was.
In a way, I was kind of heartbroken, but then in another way I was excited to see that my "home" was still giving young girls the chance to live and love something that nothing could replace. I guess what I'm trying to say is that, If there is ever anything that you wish you could go back to or do all over again, know that it's not too late! I'm still young, I have forever go back home :) and age is just a number you guys! no matter young or old! JUST FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS! I think we spend too much time always complaining or maybe even too much time dreaming instead actually going out into the world and making our dreams come true! If you heart is craving for something that is going to make you happy, then do it! I mean, let's go ahead and realize that you only get this chance to YOUR LIFE one time, so why not dream big, why not just smile and make you dreams come true?! :)